Saturday, 19 December 2009
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hard time through
now im having a hard time.. i duno wat happen to him.. i ask him what is troubling him and how can i help him.. and he answered me 'sorry dont wish to talk about it, had ended my day last night by the trouble of it already.. don't wish to start the day by thinking and talking about it.. sorry'.. when i read tis message you know what feeling i had and what was i thinking?? i was thinking that i did something or say something that pissed you off.. i seriously don't know.. if i really do such things you can tell my straight in my face and not do such things please.. i seriously don't know what happen.. if you don't wish to tell me then just say i don't want to tell.. whats the fuss about that??
Sunday, 13 December 2009
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Hope or Hopeless
every 3rd of the month i will remember that we used to belong together.. it will always be the best memories i ever had.. how much i hope that one day we will belong together again.. but i don't know is that possible anymore or not.. i'm stitching back all the broken pieces of my heart back together.. but i came to realize that a broken heart is like a broken glass.. once broken there will always be a line that is obvious.. all i ever hope was for us to begin again.. but u chose not to.. i understand what you have told me.. but i just can't take it.. thats not what i want.. i'm not hoping or expecting anything anymore.. because all i felt right now was you never really care.. you are not the person you used to be.. okay i understand thats what you called as friends.. i blame myself for being so stupid.. i shouldn't keep going back to you.. you never wanted me anymore.. you never text me like you used to anymore.. all i waited and waited is of no use.. all i could blame was not YOU but ME.. now i came to realize that saying goodbye is hard..
Sunday, 29 November 2009
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1 day trip
yesterday went to taiping, perak for a one day trip with cousies and her tuition friends which consists of 41 people including parents and kids.. i had fun although its abit tiring.. 1st stop was the perak museum.. there was like tons of animals skeletons and real preserved animals.. took lots of pictures.. before i even finish snapping all, they were like let's go let's go.. what the... what's the hurry?? gosh.. missed out a whole lot of nice antique pictures..
hmm.. 2nd stop was the taiping zoo.. before we go in to the zoo we actually had a "picnic" with lots of monkey coming and trying to snatch our foods.. not to mention it was not the normal monkey you see in penang.. the monkeys are quite huge and boy they are wild!! we even saw a baby monkey hugging to its mother and sucking milk from its mother's breast.. Joyce even snapped a picture of it.. lol.. after that we walk to the zoo.. the distance is about 2km.. quite far.. and with all the kids its a bit not convenient.. we then line up to get on the safari truck that takes us round the zoo.. boy, was it big.. there are quite alot of animals.. but some hide inside the holes or went underground which makes us visitors hard to see.. after finish zoo rounding, we set foot on our own.. me and Joyce went round the whole zoo trying to spot each and every animal we could get our hands on.. some we manage to snap some pictures of it and some we don't.. but oh well you can't have the best of both worlds right?? 
it was very tiring running here and there because we basically have 1 and a half hour to snap all the animals.. as i have said earlier, the zoo is big!! then its the final stop.. the taiping lake which i have visited before.. basically its a nice lake and such but nothing to see.. its more suitable for lovebirds but not us with the kids and all.. we took a boat and went round the lake to see the 'not-much-scenery'.. it was quie BORING!! after that we head home to penang.. everyone was tired of course.. all in all its quite an exciting journey.. i get to relax myself and see the world.. 
Monday, 16 November 2009
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21st Celebration
i'm basically very very happy!! i celebrated my 21st birthday last sat and its a great success!! celebrated at home.. was so busy that day.. no one can even find my house.. gosh.. i have to go down like every 5 mins to take them up.. swt!! but anyway im so happy.. i dont really mind.. =) i got loads of pressies which im very happy about.. the pressie that i love the most is the key necklace given by him.. i still cant manage to let go.. im still thinking of him every now and then.. its like he cant get out of my mind.. 
anyway i just want to say thank you to everyone who came to my birthday party!! appreciate it very much.. its been a long time since im so happy.. Thank you so much!! Cheers Friends!! 
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
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the second day
today was the second day.. it was tough though.. hard to find parking.. but at least manage to find but further.. was walking in my 3 inch heels.. make my feet damn pain!! gosh.. at least today was not that boring.. was actually answering the calls, sending emails, shifting places, reading emails, printing stuffs, and etc.. quite a lot of things that i managed to like learn.. i somewhat felt that i don't have the mood to work there.. i myself don't understand why.. maybe is the environment.. because on the 4th floor right basically consist of like few people.. less than 10 people.. and somemore the people either they are married or have kids already.. and me?? im still single.. sigh.. hopefully this kind of feeling will soon fade away.. im seriously very scared of this kind of situation.. don't know what should i do.. plus one more thing that happen today is that i waited for her (M) to go back together but when i want to go home that time i wanted to write a note for him to remind him that he has a meeting at 10am.. and you know what?? she just tell me that i go home first.. sigh.. maybe people who treat you bad is the people who is good and vice versa.. hopefully everything would be okay soon.. 
have faith.. you can do it Linda..
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